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and this one person, who i love the most, for whom i’d give up everything, keeps haunting in my dreams while i try to forget him. i hate you, cause i love you to death.
"So can you tell me what exactly does freedom mean, if I’m not free to be as twisted I want to be?"
i haven’t been here for a while. have to apologize for that. i’ve lost quite many followers. hope they’ll be back. but i had my life in ”perfect mode” for a second there, so i lived it, didn’t miss a minute of it.
what happened?
one, who owns a little part of my heart, was extremely nice to me, and i couldn’t believe it, so i let it go… while letting that person go. it’s hard to get you back now.
one, whose acceptance was most wanted and who’s in my heart, came back to me. we talked about our wrong moves before, and that person became my best friend. when time went on, we spent almost every day together and i felt like i couldn’t live without that person. i had some feelings. i held myself back and we didn’t talk much anymore. well, we called and met up. but it started to fade. i didn’t understand why i was acting like that. now we barely talk or see. it’s the hardest thing. i fell in love with my best friend.
i discovered the wonderful world of drugs. ecstasy and lsd. but that doesn’t thrill me anymore.
now i’m all good. everything is going well. miss some people, but the time will tell if i can ever have them back.
met some new people. who are really dear to me. won’t ever let them go. can’t make that mistake again.
